It could possibly just be my nerves or another attack of inflammation. I have been obsessing over it from the past few days unable to figure out what is wrong. I don't get double vision and I don't get blurring but it is just not normal. It could be one of the following:
1) My awesome nerves:
I am quite strong- at least I maintain a strong demeanour. Even from the inside, I always have hope that things are going to be okay. However, I am an anxious person. I think I get it from both sides of the family. I let the things that I keep inside me bother me quite a bit. Neuromyelitis Optica is one of those disorders which attacks without warning and I am well aware of that. As a result, I become over cautious of how my vision is. May be this is just one of those things. May be it is all psychological. May be I will be okay and this will be over in one or two days. I am trying hard not to think about my vision. Sitting in the canteen at the dinner table, I felt nauseous as I thought about it. I had to get up and come upstairs but there was something strange about everyones face as they moved. I don't know why it was so disorienting.
2) May be leaving steroids is having an impact:
Another speculation I can make is that reducing steroids is resulting in this. I am on the maximum dose of Mycophenolate Motefil. These symptoms (I don't know if I can call them that) appeared once I tapered the steroids from 7mg to 6mg. May be it is because of that. May be my body needs some time to get used to not have that one extra mg. Again, this is just my speculation.
3) May be I am having another attack? Let us hope not and let us hope that this is just one of the symptoms. I will try ignoring this as much as possible.
Hopefully, the next time I write, I will write with good news.